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Well I'm glad we're still here. *sarcasm*. I don't know why people still listen to zealous prophets and false teachers! Who knows! Is this truly a product of human conditioning? Anyways, to me, it seems this was a Psycops project. What's that? Well if your a conspiracy theorist, Psycops are disinformation projects and media spins that are directed to lead people of course to what is actually occurring. What do I think is actually occurring? Not sure actually I don't know for sure. It seems parasitic as they definitely want something. I'm watching the movie "They Live" as I'm typing this and it's almost spooky how much that movie parallels reality in modern times. Damn John Carpenter knew what he was doing. Much like George Orwell. Visionaries before their time. Perhaps they know or knew something we as the regular masses don't? Anyways I feel my intuition is become more prevalent as I am seeing things as they are from a different point of reality rather than what I would want them to be. In my fantasy world, this I feel will keep my alive as we are headed down towards the path of dictatorship. Don't worry I'm not paranoid but, I am concerned. Where are we going as a humanity? Is this media fritz of this "pastor" and his crew drawing attention to something? Who knows as these are questions that I have for now. Maybe one day they can be answered.

Guess what? I got a boyfriend! Didn't expect this to happen. I met this guy Ammon over the phone. We texted and talked for like a month. Then, I went to see him and at first I wasn't interested. But I thought to myself I can't keep living in misery pining over Hector so I went for it. I checked my horoscope that day and it mentioned how I should take a chance in love. And so I did it. I'm happy about it cause this guy is smart and his mental capabilities are of a level to where I can sustain interest. He's not that physically attractive, but I know looks aren't everything. OMG let me tell you, it felt soooo good to end things with Hector once and for all. To finally rub it in his face that I found someone and I don't need him anymore was really swell and grand. I took much satisfaction in doing that! Seems like Karma is a bitch ha ha! It's his loss because I was damn good to him and since he wants to run around with different girls, be my guest. I told him don't come trying to crawl back to me when your miserable and start regretting how you treated me. This reminds me of that Mariah Carey song "someday". Well if he ever feels that way I'm done and long gone. Hector really hurt me and I can't deal with it anymore. So thank god this guy came around and he's someone I can see myself with long term because he is older 33 and I'm about to be 27. So this is the fresh start I needed. I am taking things slow and easy and not expecting too much. I let him know about all my baggage and he says he can deal with it. Which is great. I hope things work out for me! On another note my birthday is Saturday May 14. I'll be 27 which I was 20 again but hey, life goes on. Glad I don't look old that's thanks to shea butter and melaninated skin. I hope I have a good birthday as I'm spending it with Ammon. We'll see how it goes.

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Angelus
00:36 Jun 02 2011

good on you.

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